In A Nutshell With Anissa

Matured or what??

I was in a meeting this morning..then my god-daddy whispered to me,” Noor, you look very different now…you look matured.” Well, in my mind straight away I decipher that as OLD. I’m very concern about this simply because I’m spending quite an amount to maintain..I mean my cleanser and stuffs are not those Biore or whatever it may be.. I’m an ardent fan of SK-II (they should endorse though) but due to my frequent exposure in the sun,which I’m loving it.. ( you’ll definitely age faster if without proper care), I trust SK-II not to give me total damage. Ok maybe I didn’t do it religiously but definitely smooth skin..zits only comes with my menses.That’s all.

Back to the issue, I whispered back,” What did you mean?”

“I don’t know..talk over lunch.”

We went for lunch at cookhouse. ” Meimei, you really look different..”

“That’s because you didn’t see me for months..I was too busy with stuffs,” I said.

” Noo..I mean you no longer look like the Meimei I used to see. Not your character, its your look..your face..different. Matured-looking..”

Then I remember..the people at work,the senior commanders, have always thought I’m this small lil girl running amongst the others..some adore me and minority of them hate me for no reason (there are such people who are juz plain losers)..so yes, my god-daddy has known me for good 6 years. From the time I’m 21 till now coming to 27..Definitely I’m growing old rite..I can no longer look girly like I used to..I’m gonna be somebody’s wife..I no longer giggles, run to him crying over issues that upset me ( i used to run to my god-daddy when people are being mean to me)..I no longer complain to him over small issues etc.

I took pride in the things I execute, I swallow pain and move on and I dress to look like an adult. No more girly stuffs ( minus my deepest love for Hello Kitty & friends). Maybe that’s what he is trying to say. Daddy..if you ever see this, I just want to say that I’m no longer the Meimei you used to pamper..you’ve been a great mentor,advicing me and guiding me to survive in this world..I learnt a lot from you..I feel the pain you have to know I’m getting married and lesser attention to you. Though you’re not my father in blood, though you’re my god-daddy, I always felt that you connected to me more than my birth daddy. I love you.

Here’s my pic.. I don’t think I look that old, right? Tell me..pls..

Now these are me without make up.. I’m not fugly,right? And not matured,true?